A tough lesson to learn...

I guess I’ve known it all along,
True love comes from within your own heart.
It’s why people search for it forever, without success,
Cause they just don’t know where to start.

They look for it in others,
They keep turning over stone after stone,
They think the answer to that ache in there heart,
Is to find anyone, so they don’t have to be alone.

Loneliness is the enemy,
To them it must be dealt with, right away.
They jump on the first ticket out of it,
Even if it isn’t the right way.

They sob tears of sorrow,
Aching for a shallow love that died,
Then grow scared to keep searching for true love,
Like true love isn’t worth every tear cried

It’s deeper than the ocean,
And there isn’t another emotion that can compare.
When you’ve found your other half,
That right person whom which you choose, your life to share.

But you’ll never find that person,
Till you can be happy on your own,
Cause if you keep looking to escape loneliness in the wrong places
You’ll live life without true love, and you’ll forever be alone

Love...

Nothing is ever acquired Neither man strength
Neither weakness nor his heart And when he thinks
Opening her arms shadow of a cross
And when he believes his happiness shake it grinds
His life is a strange and painful divorce
There is no happy love

His life It looks like these unarmed soldiers
We were dressed for a different fate
What can they be used to rise early
rtains They found that evening idle uncertain
Say these words my life And hold back your tears
There is no happy love

My beautiful love My dear my love rip
I carry you in me like a wounded bird
And those without knowing we look pass
Repeat after me the words I have woven
And that to your eyes at once died
There is no happy love

Time to learn to live it is already too late
That cry in the night our hearts in unison
What to unhappiness for any song
What you should regret to pay a thrill
What you need to tears for an air guitar
There is no happy love

There is no love that is in pain
There is no love that can not be bruised
There is no love that can not be tarnished
And just as you love of country
There is no love who live in tears
There is no happy love
But is our love for both

at the back of my mind..'

as i live,, i have learn to fight for what you think is right, and for what you think is yours.,

i probably learn that the person who supposed never to let you down, will give you reasons to CRY.,i have been broken not even onced, AND IT'S HARDER EVERYTIME..

crying because the time is running too fast.,and i eventually loss someone I REALLY LOVE
I'm not afraid for an end,. im probably afraid if love will never begin again.,

i even find it difficult,to try to love again,, for how do i portray you, a love that i have never know,,

everytime i close my eyes, it's you that i see., a sweet lil angel, whose waving goodbye at me.,

WHERE IS IT THAT I BELONG?? i know its not to you,.

i love her so wilingly, though, now its killing me,

with love that will never be mine

i know someday, somehow,,
every little thing will gonna be fine.,

i'm going to smile, whenever i will see your face

laugh when i feel like crying

i'd never thought, this time happines will again be broken

i think god want things to be better for me,.

when there's no one else around to see, how this heart breaks into pieces

i would look to myself and wonder, why is this happening?

holding on to a hope, that you will save me from emptiness

and once again, second chances will be given.,

holding on is tough,much tougher than letting go or simply quitting

holding on coz somehow, you became a part of me

How can I make it through the day, without you

You have been so much a part of me

And if you’ll go…

I’ll never know what to do

How can I carry on my way, the memories

When all that is left is the pain of our history

Why should I live my life today?

I cannot live out on my own.
And just forget the love you’ve always shown

And accept the fate of my condition

now silence stays again with me,for you've left me here bleeding in vain

how can i leave your memories behind, if its you that i think evertytime

judge me?

Fellings that i coudn't tell you in person...

Everytime i see u, my heart beats slower...

Everytime else passes in slow motion..

You became the only person in the World..

I want to talk to u to tell u how i fell...

Emotion that i dont show But am afraid of how u fell..

Afaraid of rejection all my life I have seached for someone

Someone who Could Make me fell like this..

I have found u

२ माय यब yab

Sori what if i've done to u can u forgive me? for u it's over but for me it's not over I still love u but u? All our memories happiness and loneliness Tears Smile..Cry Laugh..Plz come back:( I mis u a lot As i've Said Its not over..For me past is past..If you're dissapointed sorry...:(I've Cried for u..I've laughed for u..I've changed just for u...Now Im Alone Just becaused of u..Now Im Alone Without u...If i die today What will u do?..Come after?..Or just pretend not affected..I love u after u love me:( I wish I'm a Grass..SO i can cut myself..You're important to me..I dont know if i'll be okey..you traded everything just for me..I never realized that:( I love u I hate u..My only wish 4 now..To be with u..This summer had been..My worst nightmare..with this life of mine..everything had change..you removed my worries..Now i've throwed my dreams..Since i've done to this.. im lonely for a year..My sunshine is become a night..my happines is become a crap..plenty lies..your not here..im alone waiting:(For u to come back..I know i can tell u i love u.. i know u can feel it to...But pls dont leave me...here becaused u know that i love u:(

... "kowts ko para sa kanya..:)"

" Bago ka MANGAKO, alamin mo muna kung may kakayahan kang MANINDIGAN..."

"Wag kang MAGPAASA sa mga taong labis kang minamahal, dahil katumbas nun ang walang kapantay na sakit at baka tuluyan ka nilang KALIMUTAN..."

"Lahat tayo MASASAKTAN, dahil ang pagmamahal ay SADYANG GANYAN.."

"Wag kang magpaka-EMO kung sadyang malungkot ang lahat, pwede ka namang magdrama nang hindi kailangan ng: itim na damit, eye liner, at long-sided hair para lang mapansin ng lahat na EMOTIONAL ka..."

"Para sakin ang mahalin sya ay isang KATANGAHAN, na kahit kailan ay hindi ko matutunang pag-aralan kung panu ba i-tama ang lahat... di pa kasi tinuro yun sa school eh.. ayan tuloy, DI KO ALAM!"

"Minsan mas ok pa ang ganito.. solo flight, happy go lucky, gimik, walang iniintindi... in short: buhay SINGLE.. pero malungkot din pala.. kasi walang kang ka-valentines always...:( "

Sabi ng tropa ko.. "ok lng yan nan there are many fish in the sea sbe ni ryan.." hmmp! hellooo.... "kelan pa naging ok ang taong sobrang NASAKTAN.... lintek!.. "ok lang ba kayo ha.?"

"Akala ko, ang kwento nating dalawa ang pinaka da best na latha na aking magagawa, pero ito pala ang pinaka-masagwa, dahil sayo......"

"Nakakalungkot mang isipin na dito nagtapos ang lahat, mas masaya namang alalahanin, na sa wakas... "Yehey!.. malaya na ako di ba...?!"

"masaya ka na ba? sana totoong maging MASAYA ka na....."

"lahat ng sugat ay maghihilom.... sa tamang panahon, pero panu naman ang may diabetes???...(mahirap gamutin ang sugat nila di ba..?) "feeling ko, parang diabetic na din ata ako ah...:)"

"wag kang magSORRY kung yun talaga ang desisyon mo... ayos lang ang masaktan sya, basta panindigan mong YUN ang NARARAPAT..."

"sapat na ba sayo ang makita akong umiiyak, o kailangan ko pang lumuha ng ga-dagat, para lang malaman mong labis akong NASAKTAN..."

"NAIINTINDIHAN mo ba AKO... siguro HINDI... kasi gusto mo.. IKAW lagi ang INIINTINDI di ba..."

"sana di na tayo magkita... para di na kita MAALALA.."

"Minahal kita... noon... noon... NOON...."

"TAMA nah.. end na.... TapOs na...

total, TAPOS NA RIN TAYO di ba..."

.."haist.. w8 ka lang, makakamove-on din ako..

nagiisa ako..'

isinulat ko ito

habang ikaw ang nsa isipan 'ko

nagmumuni-muni

iniisip ang ginagawa mo

bakit ganito???

ako'y naguguluhan

nagiisa na namn..

mga mata ko ay luhaan..

sana makita moh ang lahat ng ito

mga bagay na ginawa ko

at inalay ko pra saiyo..

ngunit di mo man makita

masaya na rin ang puso

kahit na ang magagawa ko lang

ay tingnan ka sa malayo

sa kabila ng lahat

umaasa padin ako..

na kahit isng araw lang

mahalin moh ako

ngunit palagay ko'y

panginp nlang ito

panagiip na kahit minsan

hindi magkakatotoo..'